Hot mess.Some days you’d wish to be normal and alive and at times you’d wish mother nature would take the breath out of you.
I must say I’m drowning. Drowning in emotions, drowning in what you said to me.Was it really necessary?To be honest I’m more scared of you than i could confide in you then.Baby girl,don’t fall in love and if you do,i hope you have the best of it cause it can consume you.It’s a beautiful thing if you cease the moment but when he wakes up one day and realizes that he doesn’t want to be with you,i hope you’ll find the strength to
accept the truth.
Good thing is nothing lasts forever, and the bad thing is nothing lasts forever either. Cease the moment when you can but watch out whom you make memories with cause one day those memories will be the one to destroy you.Were you not enough for him?
Don’t you dare think little or less about yourself. Know your worth then add tax.That’s how much you are Worth.Maybe you were everything and he wasn’t enough.It’s not always your fault sweetheart.
This time it was different.Faced with an opportunity to yell.She chose to say nothing.She nolonger cared to react.At times silence is words enough.They’ll miss you and you’ll continue dodging their bullets.It hurts like hell right now but trust me youllbe fine.Crying over it doesn’t make you weak,it makes you realize that pain is inevitable. It’s like happiness.You embrace it with your all and pain,well you can only express that better in tears.
Above all be greatful for the big things, small things and everything in between. No matter what the situation.If you ever think you’ve almost nothing,remember to be thankful for the sun,the water,the earth and all of love in your life.You’ll soon realize that you actually have everything.Don’t let them love you according to their moods.
I hope you find someone who chooses you and if you don’t i hope you choose yourself.Things you deserve: a good sleep,a good life and a good man.Probably you are wondering what you did wrong, it’s not always about you. You were more than enough. He just couldnt handle your magical personality. Everyone let’s you down eventually,you just need to know how to get back up. That’s what really matters.Be kind to your own heart.Guard your peace of mind.
Do not allow him to consume you.If he does not call,go to sleep.If he does not text,put your phone away and have a fantastic day anyway.If he plays with your feelings constantly walk away from him.If he says terrible and unforgivable things and threatens to leave you after every argument,walk away from him.If he acts distant when you are with him and he does not tell you what’s wrong,dont wait for him,go home and do what you love.If he tries to teach you a lesson through the silent treatment,ignore him completely.You can not stress this much,you live for yourself first.He is a secondary character in the story of your life.Do not allow him to turn you into a secondary character in your own book.
Just remember: your education, career and money will never wake up one day and leave you..She’s
strong and she’s exhausted.She just wants somebody to rub her back and butt and butt and ask her how her day was and listen tk her complain about her fake stress for 20min.
Darling,don’t waste sunsets with people who will be gone by sunrise.
Here’s the cold hard truth baby girl;if he cared about you,he would let you know.When you have a place in someone’s heart,they’ll make sure you know it.It’s not your job to play detective to try and figure out how he feels or what he wants.
And more importantly,a careless boy like this does not deserve a girl with a heart like yours.People come and go,some are cigarette breaks, others are forest fires.
If it makes you feel something, do it.Love and love heard.Even if you know they’ll just end up leaving after it all.It gives you something to live for.Learn when to walk away.If it’s over leave,don’t continue watering a dead flower.But also learn to push and fight for what you want.There’s no such thing as bad timing or any of that other bullshit.If it matters to you,do something about it.And besides this world can be pretty lonely,find your tribe and love them hard.
For god sake,eat the damn slice of pizza,the calories won’t fucking kill you.Get your heart broken, it’s sad;it’s depressing and it literally eats away at your insides.but its about living and learning.You were doing just fine before he came along and you’ll continue to be just fine after he’s gone.
There’s always a reason to smile you just have to find it.But above all,you gotta show them love even when they don’t,or you become one of them.
Years from now,i hope you achieve everything you want because you deserve it..like he said ‘i wish you all the best in your life’.Don’t let words consume you instead write a story about it.Go chase your dream with your cute self.
Yours,
being.imelda
LOVE &LIGHT
being.imelda 